It's been a long long time since the last time i blogged here. Though it's been a very difficult period of my life, I believe sharing is not only about the ups of my life, but also the downs of my life.

The past few weeks is just like a trip in the rocky mountain - ups and downs like our dear KLSE index. Several mistakes I committed which me myself has yet the courage to face and deal it. The fact of life and the reality of people has gave me a good lesson for me to reflect my position in my family, friends, church and workplace. People's expectation upon me, and my expectation upon people have taught me many lessons.

It is Christmas, and it is never a time for me to be discouraged of the many events that occurred in the past few weeks. As dated today, there's still many things I need to learn to be humble, forgive, and move on. This Christmas, just like the past Christmas, it is an unforgettable Christmas.

My Christmas gift to myself, is a Chinese bible which I have long wanted, but was scared away because of it's price. I thank God for the courage to buy it, and I believe I will truly treasure it and read it always.

You can help me, by praying for me, and accompany me in my process of recovery. I'm sure everyone of us has a time where we find it difficult to move on, but yet, one day we got to do it, no matter we want or not. For now, I will work on it :)

Merry Christmas :)

Labels: 2006, me, reflection